screw it! for now (:

what a blaardiee boring Sunday!

it was SO BORING till i had to start shopping.

ps/ screw the previous post about shopping, FOR NOW.

i couldn't take it, and NO, i'm not a SHOPAHOLIC alright!

i just buy things when i need them, and i DO need it.

for, my sake! hahaa. (actually, i just bought it cause i wanted it lah)

thats why i said,

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SCREW THE PREVIOUS POST-FOR NOW!

i'm strictly not a Hello Kitty fan.

BUT, i really think, if i was

i'll go GOO GOO GAA GAA over this house.

lol, its so daarn cute! and i want it. haha.

not to live in it, but maybe for my kids or something.

when i get married later on,

Hubby and i will stay like.. somewhere

and i'll build this house for the kids,

SEE! good for ME, and good for the kids. rigghty? (:

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this is the part where i smack myself and go..

"haa! in your dreams CM."

sooo, dream on lil cm. :DD

-PEACE. and XOXO's-

cm.

Helloo peeps once again! (:

Well, recently ALOT has been going on, and i'm actually struggling. Really, really struggling. I'm slacking on my studies, cash is burning, and my mood swings is really killing me! The reason i blogged today, is cause right now. i'm not gonna think about shopping! and, although i'm craving for new pair of pumps, and a checkered dress this isn't the right time to be thinking about all these as i'm so behind time right now, Plus MONEY is daamn important, and i feel like i'm old enough to think about how much i spend! Do i "want" this, or do i "need" this.

.

YES YES YES! i sound like a Perdagangan teacher right now.LOL keperluan & kehendak! hahah. okay okay, enough. My main point is! right now, i don't care whether i have little clothes, or i'm wearing the same shoe everyday (i don't, but i'm just saying it alright!) OR, i re-wear the same outfit or whatever nonsence! i'm bigold enough to think that money is precious, and i don't want to see my dad suffer when he work, and ME burning his cash, i feel so bad and its the least i can do.

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Time is ticking,

days are passing by,

and my nerves is boiling up.

.

Next up, i was stuck it a bloody place for 2 hours waiting for some dude to repair my dad's car. and i reached home at 7.45 today! i don't wanna expressed how pissed i was, but yeahh. i managed chillex!

to Annie : kan b'leh rilek ah?

PEACE, LOVE, ME. (:

As many of y'all DON'T know.

i went for a competition today. athetics. before the race even started, i was nervous! but excited too! it was so confusing, and i ran as fast as i could! (: as i was about to reach the finishing line, i heard noises..

"mann! mann! wake up! 12 pm already you know, sleep so long for what!

am i that random to dream about running?! ohmygod,

this random-ness is getting over my head. LOL.

short post huh? haha.

but taaa peeps. gonna go to Blosson's place to collect something,

meet Angel, and then have lunch with Hongies! (:

-cm-

What a day. <3

if you are my friend, you'll prolly know i'm not into movies like..

Terminator, Transformer, GI JOE.. err..

wait, did i say GI JOE? oh crap!

people, i finally broke my record of NOT watching action movies.

caauseee! i watched GI Joe with Hong today! haha.

and NOOO, i didn't fall asleep.

infact, i sat quietly watching the whole show not complaining.

but i guess Hong was kinda irritated cause i kept asking him

"who's Snake?"

"who's the white ninja"

"what happen to the president"

"what cobra?"

and LOTS more. LOL!

2 whole hours of questioning, lol.

bet Hong was pretty annoyed himself, seriously! hahaha.

lookiee down there!

pretty hot huh?

"my daddy taught me to win"
and GAHHH! look at his FACE!
lol. seriously, can someone tell me which movie he acted in?
She's The Man right? or Step Up or something?

ps: theres an asian version of Chuck Bass in GI Joe (:

-nights!_

Picture Tag.

1.A picture of you at the most unique environment : why?

cause its Christmas, see the lights, fakes trees, snow? you gotta love em.

1.A picture of you at the place you dislike: and why?

The playground, too many mosquitoes, insects and URGH.. naah.

3.A picture of you with someone that means alot to you: and why?

family, and friends (:

4.A picture with your best smile: and why

LOL, just look at it! (:

5.A picture of your lamest pose : and why?

Lol, officially the lamest pose ever!

6.A picture of you with a person that stands on top of your heart:

Him.
7.A picture of you with some toy/cute stuff: and why?

Lol, i think my blue masquarade is cute (: and my fan!

8.A picture of you in white shirt: and why?

okayokay, this isn't a white shirt, but its my cheer uniform! and i'm proud of it! haha

9.A candid of you with your friends:

at Pavilion, during S's birthday.

i tag Faith, Jas, Cardin, Germaine, Sue Xian, Roy, Tee Juan, Desmond, WengYee, Yee Lian, and whoever who wants to do this tag!

lol, i forgot to wish Worm Lee a very happy birthday! (:

Happy Birthday Lee Chee Chung! a.k.a Worm Lee!

Chunnnggg. (:

his birthday was on a monday btw.

and also,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI LEONG (:
i forgot to wish him in school, woopsy!

but i wished him 1 week earlier! LAAA-AMME.

Nyyyways!

this is for her.

Many people will walk in

and out of your life,

but only true friends will leave

footprints in your heart.

i guess she have left footprints cause after all these years,

she still maintained the same.

even if we're different schools now,

we're still the bestie we were few years back!

you know who you are Angel Lee!

stupid biatchh! HAHAH! lol. (:

and this is for him.

A path winding across the horizon

over mountains, across seas

through blue skies and gray

never ceasing, continuous.

My love for you.

I don't think you will

ever fully understand

how you've touched my life

and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know

just how truly special you are

that even on the darkest nights

you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend

how you've made my dreams come true

or how you've opened my heart

to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience

something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists

in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel

all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you'll never realize

you've been my will to live.

ps: i'm not being some lovey dovey girl now OKAY! if you're always viewing my blog,

i don't blog about lovey dovey stuff!

<3

yess! i know we're not in talking terms now.

you'll be waiting for me to text you first,

and i'll be waiting for you to text me first.

and we'll be 2 dumb idiots waiting for each other to text each other.

cause we both don't wanna "lose"

but i'm sorry.

you might be reading this,

you might not be reading this,

its okay. but i apologized.

whether its your fault, or mine.

i apologize for everything.

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okieyy dokeyy, enough with that random emo post alrightyy!

Good Morning to the upper east side,

Rise and Shine as i just woke up! its 12.20pm now,

and i admit. i'm a lazy bum! :DD

every girl needs their lazy pig sleep too you know?

not only guys! (: Nyyways, as you can see!

i tak prgi skolah, i kan nk rilek kat rumah! HAHAHAHA

*inside joke*

Phewww, what i mean isss, i didn't go to school lah!

cause Ms Annabel Kok and Ms Tanusia Letchumy texted me saying they aren't going.

soooo, i don't wanna feel left out in school, so i decided to..

stay home.

eaaatttttt.

sleeeeepp!

maybe read?

wake up late

swimmm!

go to mv.

call Angel later.

or maybe Annie.

paint my nails

so right now, i'm actually being so lifeless to blog about everything single thing i can think of cause i'm THAT bored.

and yes yes yes! everyone will be having fun in school, and i'm just alone here waiting for this grandmother to quickly reply 1 text! don't you know, Annebel Kok takes a million years to reply a text message?

oh wait! Recently, i was given a new name. Bubbles! (; how cute right? Annie is Blossom, and look at the obvious! Buttercup is obviously... Tanu! lol? the character, the grumpy-ness and stuff?

BubblesBlossomButtercup

*tanu can be MoJoJoJo too.*

(:

some random facts i really want to know.

1.) why are guys so JEALOUS these days?

i always thought, girls were the more sensitive creatures on earth!

seems like i was ob-vious-ly wrong

so much for a long long post right?

is this long enough? LOL.

ohhkay! goodbye. for now.

-cm-

ps : i tag Jasmine, Cardin, Xin Lei, Desmond, and Sue Xian. (the tag is at my previous post)

LOL, a think these shirts are just so cute! haha, they are on sale in some blogspot which will be having a Bazaar in Asia Cafe and Sunway soon. i forgot when, but they will be selling bikini's, bf-tees, wordy shirts, dresses and many more! so log on to www.smilingsweetheart.blogspot.com to find out more. haha. cut it short, i'll blog about it when i confirm the dates and time okayy (: hope to see you there!

jumpy shots are my favs! LOL, and wanna know something really RANDOM, i've been really RANDOM for the past few weeks. i think spm mood has just knocked me out and instead of being..NORMAL? i'm being so god damn random, and i just can't help the fact i'm being random. as you see, right now i'm being so random talking about how random i am! if you don't get me, conclusion is CM = RANDOM. RANDOM = CM. lol?\

right now, i have a random tag (:

soooo yeah.

tag about the first word which comes out of your mind when you see these words, and why?

1. Beer : belly, common sense.
2. Mcdonalds : friess!
3. Relationships : XoXo's. cause of my Loong Yuen Hong. <3
4. Purple : my house/ room.
5. Power Rangers : chidish, not my type.
6. Weed : huh?
7. Steroids : death.
8. Cartoons : powerpuff girls, Annie, Tanu, and i.
9. The President : Obama. lol?

5 Things found in my bag:
-wallet
-rubberbands
-tissue
-bangles/necklace (lol, cause i always leave em there. haah)
-compact powder.

5 Things in my wallet:
-cash
-cards
-receipts
-coins
-photos

5 favourite things in my room:
-my bed
-soft toys, aloottt of them
-2 tables
-bright pink chair! (:
-photoframes

5 things I always wanted to do/be:
-design clothes
-bungy jumping/ or jump down from a aeroplane! HAHA.
-a fairy
-wish for many wishes (:
-continue my advertising nonsence! lol.

5 things I'm currently into:
-eating
-sleeping
-facebook!
-cooking
-shopping

List out the top 4 presents you wish for:
-a credit card, not a ATM card this time!
-mini cooper (just waiting for my uncle to give it to me!) hahaa, i'm so eeeviilll
-a wardrobe full of clothes!
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Your 5 impressions of him/her(the most important person right now):
-yuenhong?
-love
-love
-love
-and love.

Most memorable thing she/he has done to you:
-baked a cake for me
-came all the way to my house just to say sorry.
-make a necklace with his ugly face on it (:
-protected me. for me to know, and for you not to find out. : ]
-21 april 2008. :)

If he/she becomes your lover, you will still:
-love him
-be there for him
-already have him
-stupid question
-ending it here!

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-another stupid question
-doesn't make sense
-don't wanna answer this
-not answering this
-buh-byee. (:

-cm-

Fun in the Sun.

LOL.

(well, actually, its not really in the Sun. but it just RHYMED!)

so why not?

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last weekend, few of my classmates came over to my place.

Simon, Mei Jing, Pik Ling, Zao Yunn, Angel, B, Chee Chung (wormlee)

Aaron Lee, Joselyn, WaiLoon(the driver of the day! lol) Clement, and Kar Ken.

At first, we went to Mid Valley to buy some snacks and stuff and quickly headed home(:

Well, we were planning to go see Andrew later on, but due to some transportation problems we couldn't.

Sorry Andrew! hope you did great! :D

here are some pictures, not a lot but still, i grabbed it from Zao.

a groupie before the guy left.
Oh before that, earlier on i asked them to bring some DVDs.
but that smarty pants Angel (of all people) brought Hello Kitty.
so yeah, the guys were like (-.-) and some gave the (o.o) look. HAHAH!
stupid girl! and that other smart alex ANNABEL forgot to bring.
FUNNY RIGHT? bet she was just LAZY! haha.

had a stroll outside the park, and started to bully some random cat which kept on Meowing and
doing her/his bloody ugly CATWALK.
well, we wanted to "so called" take a CatWalk candid picture.
out of no where, a cat was behind doing her/his catwalk trying to show IT can do a better catwalk.
what nonsence right? LOL. bloody useless cat! haha!
after we "ditched" it and never pay attentioned to it, He/She started to argue or grab some attention
from some ugly hairy furball cat! lol. stupid cats i tell you.
i really hate em!
i prefer my chickpea, wasabi, and my quennie. (if you guys don't know, they're my dogs)


the B (bunny) found THAT pink furry bunny years in my cupboard so she
decided to try it on, LOL.
well, i bought it last year went i went to Hongkong for clubbing.
wanted to chuck that embarrassment aside until she found it.
:S

yes! another picture grabbed from Zao.
well, this is taken from Angel's lappie.
haha. Look at Wai Loon's face! its so hilarious don't you think? haha.

there were name group pictures, but thanks to the Famous 5's behind who ruined everything doing their
Macho pose, and all kinda pose they could think of to ruin a perfect group picture! stupid guys! :D

that dumb dumb Angel and her tradition.

wanna know why? its her tradition to go to people's house and open their wardrobe!

lol, think she has some wardrobe fettish or something.

some dumb dumb picture which i decided to tag along!

L-R

pikling, meijing, zao, B, and mua. angel on top.

taaaaaa! (:

xx

-cm-

Inhale, Exhale. Take a deep breath.

getting ready, pumped up, excited. SLEEEEPY! :(

gonna start my COOKING.

All The Best Andrew , once again.

lovey dovey, i miss you! (:

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i'll be updating later! ciaoz! taaa.

prepare for a LOOONG post, with lots and lots of PICTURES!

<3

numbahh 10.

there! a picture of you! (: HAHA

Oh, numbahh 10 claims he'll be famous one day.

so YOU be the judge, and DO NOT support him (:

DO NOT!

i'm evilll.

*grins*

one more thing!

i will be going to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow,

for some Ai FM concert, HAHA. some chinese concert

well, i'm not going there to see chinese singers/actors/actress.

but i'll be there to support my buddy Andrew Loo as he will be modelling for the show,

YES, Andrew is becoming a male model in a fashion show. (:

wish him the best of luck and hope he does not stumble cause that giraffe might trip and fall.

okok, i'm sorry.

*touch wood*. (:

All the BEST MALE MODEL! haha.

xx

mann.

the day i shed a tear.

My emotions just let go today and i don't know why, i don't why i couldn't take it and burst into tears during chapel in school.
Althought many people were looking, i didn't care much and all i did was just BURST into tears. Well, what Mrs Shereen said was SO me. and YES, i felt so so much better after she came and prayed/talked to me.

She's such a darling don't you think? Anyway, to those people who saw me tearing, I'm alright, well, its just THAT period when i'm being all tensed up, stressed out, and that video and what was shared reminded me of some "stuff".

Well, I'm FINE.

Ohwell, was having some chitty-chat session with SueLyn today since we're the only ones in F5 who don't take Accounts or Biology, so we headed to the library instead. Sue was playing that irritating song from Ashley Tisdale, LOL, its not annoying cause of her, but its anoying cause ANNABEL sings it and she doesn't just sing it NORMALLY, she YELLS! lol. so yeah, whenever she starts singing, you wanna slap the shit out of her.

OH WAIT. i realise, recently i keep saying "i feel like slapping the shit out of you"

oh-my.. bad bad me. (:

and thats not the point!

today i was about to blog about Beyonce and Kelly Clarkson.

*continues talking about the chitty chat session with SueLyn*

was talking about this random song.

Beyonce : Halo.

well well well,

if you heard Kelly Clarkson's, Already Gone you'll figure out what i'm trying to say.

Kelly sang this song first, and Beyonce copied her tune and make it her own, Halo.

so yeah, they are having some mini cat fight or something.

well, Kelly's Already Gone and Beyonce's Halo.

which is better? you decide and let me know.

x o x o

-cm-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSELYN LAI SOOK YEEN

(:

in case you're wondering, Joselyn is not the girl whose showing off the candle! (:

haha, its that small lil kiddo with the banks who CLAIMS she's older then me!

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had a Tiramisu cake for her.

not a fan of Tiramisu, but since its HER birthday.

we bought something might like, and i BELIEVE

she liked it (:

she keeps getting the same cake every year,

aren't you already bored of it! -.-

Andrew & I.

Mr.Gay Boy. (: HAHA.

Candy & CM.

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DID YOU KNOW!

that GUYS, well some.
expressed their feelings through drawing? HAHA.

exibit A : DESMOND.

he's "MASTERPIECE".

(he's from Science Stream tho, potential artist huh?)

yeah, he "masterpiece" #2.

EXIBIT B: Cardin. AHAHAHAHAH!


he's lil scary eye ball drawing, which freaked me out!

well, err. i didn't tell him it was scary.

but.. i'm saying it on my blog.. so that means.. i'm telling him? HAHA

shit la, it freaked me out OK!

and YESS. i'm a STRAWBERRY.

HAHA.

-cm-

crazy in love.

i want this dress for heaven sakes!

-.-

URGH!

i want THAT, and not THIS.

x o x o

-cm-