Goodbye 2009, and Helloo, Twenty-Ten!

honestly, i don't know why. everything about the past affects me. someone said 'the past is the past'.but still? it bothers me. it really, really does.the past IS the past.the past won't be forgotten,and i'm really sure, it left some memories behind for you. don't know why, but i DO still doubt.your past, your long long past...everything about it. make me doubt so much.what IF, the same thing happen to me?i wouldn't know, because YOU are, YOU!? nothing is gonna change that.i've seen everything with my own eyes before, i've heard everythin about you before,you told me evrything before.i'm trying, i'm really trying. times passes by so fast, and i wished everything about past never happened!

i just don't wanna be one of those stupid girls who got fooled.

whatever it is, you know what you're doing.

HELLO, TWENTY-TEN.

wow, i had so much fun, till i didn't realize its time to get serious with college, work, everything. TWENTY-TEN made me realize that, i'm 18! i'm all grown up, and i gotta be serious is whatever i'm doing and not play around already. its GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL LIFE, and HELLO COLLEGE LIFE! but really, times passes by so fast when you're having fun. my fun is officially, OVER.

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btw. (: i just wanna say,

Happy Belated ONE MONTH to Jason Khoo Khean Huat!

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i know most of you guys would probably be thinking, 'its only one month? so?'. but really, its the start of everything! times passes by really fast whenever i'm with you, i guess its the sign i'm really happy being with you. seeing your face everyday doesn't bore me at all, because its the only face i wanna see everyday. everything happens for a reason, and the only thing this happened was because the reason is you. you healed my broken heart many times by being there for me. and now, i'm really happy you are mine. people say 'love is blind'. i was blinded several times, but i guess now, i can finally seee what the real meaning of love, because you make everything feel so real. thank you so much for being my lil pooh bear. through bad times, and through good times, you were always there pushing me to the top.

OKAY! enough of the lovey dovey post already.

i bet its too... 'lovey dovey for you! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

ANYWAY! i had dinner at Old Town in Entrepreneur's Park with Tiger, Ken, Fi, and Jason.

and then headed to Hartamas, Geo's place for someone's birthday!

(honestly, can i blog about this when i have the pictures?)

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and then all of a sudden.

"LETS GO GENTING!"

HAHAHAHA.

to be continued!

(omg, i just created a suspens in my blog? awesome-nya!)

you know you love me

xoxo, CM.