B, S and M. .
for some reasons, i'm so excited to go cheer09 this year.
its gonna be a BOMB.
can't wait to see xavier, dynamites, stunners, and titans.
they are the only GOOD teams which i look forward to see every year.
gaaahhhh. they're awesome. :)
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&&
I need more taiwanese sausages! :(
i think i'm actually ooobbbsseessseedd!
its a KILLA.
tanu, i know you feel the same way too.
.
mhmm. i didn't go to school today! :)
and i'm not planning to go tommorow either.
trying to avoid art lessons.
SHE made me HATE art.
i USED to love art. but now, THANKS to HER!
art is such a bitch already.
*toodless*

x o x o
cm.

To Forget Someone Who Once Stained In Your Heart Is So HARD.

Gossip Girl here.

Your one and only source into the scandalous lives of manhattan's elite.

...

and who am i? thats a secret i'll never tell,

you know you love me.

xoxo,

Gossip Girl.

.

I've been hearing that SINCE SATURDAY!

Cause my MAID was watching it. -.-

.

Anyway, i came back early from school today,

Due to my VERY PAINFUL eye infection. :(

Bet everyone thought i was tearing, but NO i wasn't.

:)

.

a sorry is a sorry, so say it if you're really sorry,

if you don't mean it. don't say it.

-

maybe i'm already so fed up of people saying sorry to me already.

cause everytime they do? they repeat the same mistake.

everybody makes mistakes.

i forgave you once,

i forgave you twice?

i forgave you thrice.

i forgave you a million times,

but if you take me for granted,

i choose not to forgive you anymore.

infact, i choose to hate you.

i'll be glad if you're reading this now.

.

And btw, GUYS who DON'T treat GIRLS WITH RESPECT.

go jump off a roof.

whatever man. guys these day don't know how to be guys.

*SOME* guys.

x o x o

cm.

1.Ever been given an engagement ring?
Nope. :) but someone game me a ring when i was 12.

2.Longest relationship?
The current one. <3 1 year 2 months.

3.Last gift you received?
Pumps, from dad.

4.How many times have you dropped your cell phone?
About a gazilon times?

5.When`s the last time you worked out?
er. Does athletic training count? probably 2 months ago.

6.Things that you spend a lot of money on?
Fooood!lotsa themm.

7.Last food you ate?
Cheese macroni.

8.First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
His looks, then the dressing.

9.One favourite song?
Kelly Clarkson- I Do Not Hook Up.

10.Where do you live?
Bukit Seputih/ Mutiara Seputih.

11.High school you attend?
Sri Sempurna.

12.Cell phone service provider?
Digi.

13.Favourite mall(s)?
OU.

14.Longest Job Held?
2 months. :D

15.Do you own a pair of dice?
what for?

16.Do you prank call people?
Yeah, a year ago.

17.Last Wedding Attended?
I forgot. haha.

18.First friend you`d call if you won the lottery?
LOL. definately not Tanu, (she'll ask me to buy all the taiwanese sausages in the world)mhmm. Hong. :D haha.

19.Last time you attended church?

3 days ago.
20.Favourite fast food restaurant?
Mcd's, Carls Jr, and Chillis.

21.Biggest lie you have heard?
Mhmm.

22.Where`s your favourite place to eat with your friend?
Chillis and Sushi King.

23.Can you cook?
I can if you want me to :) i cook in school you know? :D during clubs. haha.

24.What do you drive?
A Ferarri. *i wish*

25.Best kisser?
...?

26.Most disliked food?
i HATE green peas, baked beans, tau ge, tomatoes which are chucked in my burger.

27.Thing you like most about yourself?

28.Things you dislike about yourself?
Height, Body and Skin.

29.Longest shift you have worked at a job?
5 hours.

30.Favourite Movie?
Night at the Museum, White Chicks, The Wedding Game, and lots more.

31.Can you sing?
SKIP. i have a thing for singing. more like a phobia. HAHA.

32.Last concert attended?
forgot :p

33.Last kiss?
...

34.Last movie rented?
Gossip Girl, from B.

35.Things you`ll never leave home without?
Phone, and my wallet.

36.Favourite vacation spot?
The beach, and a snowy place. :D

37.Do you like chinese food?
Yeap, but i prefer Italian.

38.How big is your bed?
Enough for me to fit in.

39.Is your room clean?
Clean is NEVER a definition of my room.

40.Laptop or Desktop Computer?
Lappie. its more convinient. :)

41.Do you smoke?
Nope. but i've tried a puff, not more.

42.Sleep with or without clothes on?
With clothes def.

43.Who sleeps with you every night?
Solo. :)

44.Do Long distance relationship work?
A lil balance but i do side more to the "won't work".

45.How many times were you pulled over by a police?
Never so far, pretty good.

46.Pancakes or French Toast?
Random questons which involves Pancakes(Germaine). urm, BOTH.

47.Do you like coffee?
Nooooo! it gives me a headache.

48.How do you like your eggs?
Scramble, bulls eye, either way is fine.

49.Do you believe in Astrology?
Tried reading about it, pretty interesting but no i dont think so.

50. Last person you talked on the phone with?
Angel Lee Wei Hui. or Mun Chong. lol?

Bimbo Numbah 2. Faaaaithhh!

tagged. :)

1. Have you been ever asked out?
Yeah. (:

2. Where was your default picture being taken?
I forgot.

3. What is your middle name?
Chan.

4. Your current relationship status?
Taken. (:

5. Does your crush like you back?
Mhmm.

6. What is your current mood?
Sleepy. oh btw, i'm damn thirsty now :[ *randomness*

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
Polkadottedblack. lol. is that enough information? -.-

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
Gray.

9. Missing something?
Yeapp. Lots of things.

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
Still have her as my bestfriend.

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?
Bird. i can fllyyyyy.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Oh yeah. sadly. tragic!

13. Something you do a lot?
Eat, Talk, Sleep, Breathe, And LIVE.

14. The song stuck in your head?
Untouched- The Veronicas. although this song is like.. i million years ago, i still love it!

15. Who did you copy and paste from?
Bimbo Numbah 2. Faith Chong.

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
BENJAMIN YAP! (: haha. 'oh fyi, i'm 5 hours older then him'

17. When was the last time you cried?
Few minutes ago.

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
No, i will never want to. *stage fright* :(

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Whoa, recently. NO i meant. for the past 1 month, Aaron Chong kept asking me that. LOL. i guess, turning invinsible will be fun (:

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Height. very important you know.

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
Choc Blended.

22. What's your biggest secret?
Oh WOW. why would i say it here?

23. Favorite color?
this. this. this.

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
Spongebob Squarepants (:

25. What's on your walls?
My name, painted on the walls.

26. What are you?
A human.

27. Do you speak any other language?
Yeap. i speak malay and a bit of cantonese at home (:

28. What's your favorite smell?
Taiwanese sausages! i can't live without em.

29. Describe your life in one word.


30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Lol. nope.

31. What are you thinking about right now?
sleeeeeeepppp.

*skip*

33. What should you be doing?
Sleeeping. eating something. urgh!

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Yuen Hong.

35. How often do u talk to God?
I wished i did everyday.

36. Do you like working in the yard?
Why would i?

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Don't you think Marion Kathrymarie Chan Mann is already long enough?

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Nope, i am who i am whether he likes it or not.

39. What is your natural hair color?
Black. but i dyed it red.

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Yuen Hong.

Oooo. Krispy Kreme. bought a dozen today.

but not for myself, its for S. ahah.

first, the plan was supposedly in Mid Valley.

but due to some.. "issues". the venue was changed to Times Square.

.
ZaoYunn, Candy, Ms Low, Angel Lee.

.

seeeeee! NOW my reputation is ruined.

the ONLY thing i did in TS was watch a movie,

eat, and say goodbye to that god damn shitty place.

.

watched, Hannah Montana. i know i know.

WHAT?! now only you watch it?

sadly, YES. but i LOVE this show.

its so damn touching. (:

.

awwwww. Oh. btw, i falling in love with GG.

Chuck & Blair... HEAVEN!

.

x o x o

cm.

i'm b o r e d, and i miss cheer.

:(

anddd. i didn't go to school today.

medad

i do not want to go to school. i hate it.

its so irritating. everyday school school school, homework,

study study study, open book. maths maths and more maths!

then.. sleeep! *teacher bangs table* and i've gotta to wake up.

i don't want to go to school anymore. if you don't let me NOT want to

go to school, this minute on,

i'm gonna run away from home.

10 minutes later.

are you done talking?

YES!

ok. i called to tell you that i'm not free to fetch you to school.

so you're not going tmr.

.

WHAAT!? he could have just told me that earlier right? lol.

so now, i'm actually facebook-ing. doing a quiz which nat sent me.

andddd! coming to my suprise.

i thought only in friendster, random people whom i don't know only adds me.

but in facebook! there are random people adding me too.

-.-

ohgawd. save me.

.

THIS is gonna be a LONG post. cause i feeel like writing a LONG post :)

oh. a colourful one too.

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20th, Dull Saturday.

i spent the whole entire evening watching britain's next top model.

and its SUCKED. the girls there is the definition of ugly :D

i cancelled a tuition class which my aunt arranged,

cause i don't need and don't want to go tuition.

.

21st, Marvelous Sunday.

i went to Mid Valley with Jerica, Lil Nat, and Annabel.

too bad big nat couldnt come.:(

had a blast. and ohh.

we met Sonia there.it was nce meeting her there.

with her ah lek.and the rolex.

:)

then, B's mum came and fetched us to Sweet Bean.

SHE was COMPLAINING SO MUCH about the cheese bake rice,

but guessed what? she finished it. -.-

and we ordered some disgusting toufu wannabe dish which really s u c k e d!

later on, we headed to her house. and did some.. TALK! ING!

there aren't any pictures for now, but i'll upload it as soon

as i get the pictures. so you gotta hold on awhile :)

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22nd, Hey Monday <3

HAPPY MONTHLY-VERSARY TO YOU AND I :)

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23rd, Random Tuesday.

school was school.

class was classs.

and guys were.. GUYS?!

they started talking about all the bra sizes which actually exist.

and not only that,

clement was using my phone to take pictures of

simon's oh-my-god-im-not-gonne-say-it-here.

after school, went home. met up with Hong,

and then Tanu and Annabel

after that, i watched gossip girl and stuff.

.

oh and B.T.W do you know how fun is it making fun of germaine?

HAHAHAH! wait till i come to school tmr. LOL!

.

and YES. i'm bored. heard that Sri Cempaka got closed down or something like that.

HAH. damn bored.

going to watch Transformers with Ms Low tmr. can't wait! :P

.

till then,

buhbye.

.

x o x o

cm

pretty much, thats all for now :D

-

see ya! :)

-

more pictures tmr. and OHH. kinda busy locked up in my room

watching gossip girl :D

(kinda explained the rakun eye)

tata.

.

you know you love me.

xoxo,

gossipgirl.

mind me :D

The Journey of My Life. :)

you know, somehow. i think i look old.

but like, the whole world thinks i look "oh-so-young"

the other day.

.

jasonkhoo: ehh, your face still young la.

hong: you have a immature look.

d: haha. you look like a small girl.

william: you are 17?! i thought 15.

and more laa. lazy type out. and i don't remember.

.
give me a break. :D

i am me. she is her.

.

you see how my face changes so quickly?
.

when i was 4. in my greatgrandmother's house.

(i still remember :D)

see how small my feet is?

it is still small btw. lol.

i'm a size 4. *hint*

and this is std 5. when i stayed over in aaron chong's house.

and got sooo many blisters cause we were swimming the whole day!

L-R

danielle, me, faith, and nikole yee.

and this is in form2. in ashley's house.

we used to call this picture "bubbly bloop"

cause we used to play this bloop bloop games. etc etc etc.

further informations when i'm free to explain how the games goes. :)

and then.. form3 post pmr camp with the whole form3.
in peace haven, genting highlands.
L-R
me, candy, and ms low.
back then. i still looked like the young girl right? :D

one month later... i looked like this!

my birthday back in '07.

and form4. in chillis. (omg. i actually remembered) but anyway. yeahh. i changed.. ABIT?

and... BOOM!

yeah. i don't really see any difference.
its just hair style that changed over the years. right?
neither i look to old, nor too young.
i think i look... like a sixteen going on seventeen.
likeitorleave. its MY face! :D haha.

x o x o

Perfection in my Eyes

he said i don't blog about him.

so here goes.

e n j o y.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,

By the way you look at me I know we will last.

.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

.

x o x o.

(for the post, i'll give more hugs and kisses)

-xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo-

cm.

yesterday, some malay lady came over to check on our oral marks.
and i got selected to do my oral again,

not only i had to do it infront of that spm
english head blablabla lady.

but i had to do it in 5 science! -.-
ohwell. when i thought everything was finally over,
i got selected to do the bm oral next monday.
owh my. prepare! crazy! immastressbomb!
gonna explode anytime soon.

.

but first up, SWIM TIME :D

.

whats a house? with a pool? but for noone to use it?

haha. decided that everytime i'm stressing.

i'm gonna just j u m p inside the pool.

ahhh. so coolingg! :)

goodbye yo!

.

x o x o

kc.

i will not give up.

hari yang paling malang!

.

guess what!

.

failed for commerce.

i passed for bkb/ aop.

i got 49/50 for art.

.

and the worst part.

.

i friggin' got banged by a car!

like out of nowhere, this asshole talks on the phone WHILE driving.

and.. BOOM! he bangs me.

i wanted to just show the middle finger at him man.

stupid chinese idiotic old man!

(some more, i wasn't like.. in the middle of the road. i was at the corner of a.. er.. ROAD?)

blind ass man. don't know how to open his god damn eye to 'w

watch out whether there is people or not. pathetic much!

.

leave alone for now.

today was AWESOME!

nahh, i'm kidding. :D

okayokay. it was half awesome, and half sucky. :)

the awesome part.

.

tanu gave her first blowjob!

(inside thing)

its not a real one okay! its a joke. so people! do not misunderstand!

and lots more laa. tak'an i go tell out everything that happen right.

.

the not so awesome part.

.

"chanmann, i expected you to get B for my paper"

did i really let you down?

.

urgh

.

i. w i l l. s t u d y.

.

x o x o

kc.

everybody makes mistakes!

forgive and forget?

HOW!?

-

2 papers came out today.

that cold-hearted ms. siaw didn't wanna even contribute

just ONE mark to me.

owh crap! she just lost my reputation for not getting A in english.

URGHH! ms.siawwww! how could you!

(er, did i spell her name wrongly?)

gahh! she deserves it. HAHAHA!

lol. i've been telling her how cold-hearted she is. hah.

and i kept complaining to her how she pilih kasih aaron.

-

now, i realised that some teachers in this school is really nice.

not trying to say everyone is a major bitch here.

but, people like mdm shereen, ms siaw and all..

they are so nice!

today duing koku. ms siaw came over and had a chitty chat session with,

germaine, annabel, indian, and myself.

lol. SHE'S FUNNY! haha.

-

well. well. welll.

guess what! i'm so.. BackDated! hah!

does that word even exist? cause i just made that up. haha.

or maybe its a word but i don't know its a word?

gahh! SHUSH! i have only watched gg season 1 so far!

firstly.

thanks to tanusia letchumy a/p sudhakaran who took the disc from annie's room

secondly, thanks to annabel kok keng yen! who didn't reply my message!

DUMMB! now! even tanu is ahead of me already! -.-

-

tataa!

x o x o.

M.

tagged by germaine, the randddommmm!

1. smoked.

2. consumed alcohol.

3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.

4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.

5. kissed someone of the same sex.

6. had sex.

7. had someone in your room other than family.

8. watched porn.

9. bought porn.

10. tried drugs.



#MY TOTAL: 5


1. taken painkillers.

2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.

3. lied to your parents.

4. lied to a friend.

5. snuck out of the house.

6. done something illegal.

7. felt hurt.

8. hurt someone.

9. wished someone to die.

10. seen someone die.



#MY TOTAL: 5



1. missed curfew.

2. stayed out all night.

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.

4. been to a therapist.

5. received a ticket.

6. been to rehab

7. dyed your hair.

8. been in an accident.

9. been to a club.

10. been to a bar



#MY TOTAL: 4



1. been to a wild party.

2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.

3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.

4. had a spring break in Florida.

5. sniffed anything

6. wore black nail polish

7. wore arm bands.

8. wore t-shirts with band names.

9. listened to rap.

10. owned a 50 Cent CD.



#MY TOTAL: 3



1. dressed gothic

2. dressed girly.

3. dressed punk.

4. dressed grunge.

5. stole something.

6. been too drunk to remember anything.

7. blacked out.

8. fainted.

9. had a crush on a neighbor.



#MY TOTAL: 3



1. had a crush on a friend.

2. been to a concert.

3. dry-humped someone.

4. been called a slut.

5. called someone a slut.

6. installed speakers in your car.

7. broken a mirror. omg. it was a accident laa! shissh!

8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house

9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.



#MY TOTAL: 4



1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.

2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.

3. cruised the mall.

4. skipped school.

5. had surgery.

6. had an injury.

7. gone to court.

8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.

9. caught something on fire.

10. lied about your age.



#MY TOTAL: 2



1. owned/rented an apartment/house.

2. broke the law in the police's presence.

3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf

4. got in trouble with the police.

5. talked to a stranger.

6. hugged a stranger.

7. kissed a stranger.

8. rode in the car with a stranger.

9. been harassed.

10.been verbally harassed.



#MY TOTAL: 2



1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.

2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.

3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.

4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.

5. been to a fair.

6. been called a bad influence.

7. drink and drive.

8. prank-called someone.

9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.

10. cheated on a test.



#MY TOTAL: 8



Grand Total: 36


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]

If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]

If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]

If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]

If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]

If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]

If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]

If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]



immabadkidyo!


x o x o.
kc.

Hey People! Join the SMILEY CLUB.
where you bring smiles to everyone.give your smile to brighten everyone's day. (:

So Join Now!

Members:

- chermaine

- chan mann

- kar ken

- aaron lee

- aaron chong

- jon gerard

- chyan yih

- jia jia tai

lol, i saw this in cher's blog.

hah! funny lil her.

-

oh ooh oohh!

cab drivers these days.

don't y'all think its damn friggin expensive

to go sri petaling from the mines,

for 25 bucks!? ohgawd.

screw that bloody fat assed taxi driver man.

nothing but a silly nut.

i was like..

"how much is it to go sri petaling from here"

"rm25 miss."

"but i came here for only rm10?"

"haha. i'm know better then you, this is my job"

"and you're not doing a job. too bad"

*walks off* pfftt!

-

ass hole man! urgh!

-

mhmm, nowadays. i think i'm actually

addicted to pool. lol. don't wanna say snooker,

cause i suck at it. hahha!

played pool with hong yesterday :D

then headed over to nichi.

stupid hong was like.

"nah, its not gonna look good on you"

and when i tried it on.

"omg. go buy it. its damn nice"

HAH! stupid you, know nothing bout girls! :D

-

okiee dokeys! gotta ciao yo!

tata.

-

x o x o.

M.

there are too many people borned on June!

first there is daniel, jasonkong,germaine,

pn magdeline rangkang, desmond, and now..

oohh ooh ohhh!

ESTHER NG JIA EN!

happy birthday silly nut!
:D

awww, look how she's looking at me :)she was actually saying..

"chanmann, how could you leave me. You made me look like this now.

i miss you chanmann, come back to me"

-

ell guess what? im just kidding ;D

ehh! c'mon. quite oobvious right?

ohgawd. i'm talking to myself.

anyway, anyhow, anywho? lol.

-

-estherngjiaen!

may your wishes come true!

and also,hope zhe goes to converse warehouse sale and

buy another bracelet for you.

(wait! actually, since when converse sells bracelets?)

someone answer me please. i'm confused :/

or maybe i got the wrong info! okokok.

i'm not here to blog about bracelets which are sold in converse.

but ANYWAY! today was.. fun? haha. aiyah.

-

i don't know lah.it was a last minute thing.

and i only knew this 2 days ago. zhe planned this outing few days ago.

but mr-nice-boy-friend-who-oh-soo-love-esther-so-much

argued with her the day before!

and the planned was kinda.. crushed! no.. RUINED!-

girls: esther, jen, and i.

guys: zhe, yuenhong, abiel, seansashtyn! and kheat mun.

(omg, i dont know how to spell your name! i'm so sorry!)

ignore the middle finger,

he just made this jolly picture look half wrong! :s

thats the Mr.HIM!
zhefung.

assduh, and moii. :D

the bf and the gf <3

sweeetiee.

sean, M and abiel.

oh oh oohh. btw, finally i went out with you guys.

after so long. and that chitty chatty 2 on 1 talk was

FFUUUNNNNN!

you guys are awesome man!

(i praised you guys on my blog,

*ahem ahem*... free dinner?)

nahh. kiddgs only la.

andd oooh! here is something to post about.

-

I WON SEAN SASHTYN LAWRENCE IN A GAME OF POOL.

SUEEE ME!

-

i know i know, what kind of friend am i right?

i just praised you and now i'm embarrassing you in my public.

HAH! thanks, its my job seanieyh!

-

Oooh! remember when i blogged about nights which gave me hell?

i couldn't sleeep and all?

well, i can finally sleep already! it started yesterday! :D

it was 1am, when i was about to sleeep.

zzz. then suddenly *ring ring*

picks up the phone.

"hey chan! and now hold on!"

and there i was miserably waiting!

after 5 mins.

"oh, btw. can you come midvalley tmr"

"i will be in mid valley for some reasons lah. now let me sleep!"

"yer, its still soo early"

*puts down the phone!*

guess who was it? URGH! abiel allen!

and today, i think there was 7 miss calls from him!

WHEN I WAS STILL SLEEPING!

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and btw, i wanna say sorry for not going to sunway! :)

haha. sorry hannah banana! p&c. tell you some other day! HAHA

hope you guys had fun tho'.

and plus to jasonk! hope you had a blast today!

sorry i couldn't make it tho' :)

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xoxo.

love, M.

theres always a good and bad side in every girl. but what matters is whether you realise it or not.

in every ugly girl, there is pretty side.

in every pretty girl, theres an ugly side.

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well actually, ugly is only used when you hate someone tho'.

i know i know, i'm being random again. but there are things which

should be written here in this post.

when i look at my blog in 10 years time,

i can actually laugh at how bad my grammar was, or

how random i was or something.

but lets get to the point.

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girlss! what are girls to some of you guys?

we're this lil stuck up brat which annoys everyone?

some shitty bitch who flirts with every guy?

some kinda rubbish who can't be judge by their appearance?

body? mind? dressing? well, we're HUMANS too.

to "some" guy out there. you're cold.

you're heartless. things you say can actually hurts us, GIRLS.

well, have any of you girls ever tried to please a certain someone,

but in the end got stab really hard?

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wanna know why recently i'm constantly blogging about all this?

cause maybe recently my emotions are running wild.

i can't control myself. i'm not me. i'm not as happy as i used to be anymore.

its funny when my blog used to be the oh-so-jolly me.

but i realised, whats a blog when i don't write down what i feel?

my blog is always about where i went and stuff.

but its nothing based on my feelings.isn't blogging suppose to be a place

where i can release everything? ohwell.

im sorry for being emo in this blog. i don't want to.

i'm trying to cheer up already! :)

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xoxo.

love, M.

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ps/ i can't wait for you guys to come back and watch gg together.

marathon! that will totally make me forget everything! :D

and ohhh oh ohh! thanks angel for the shirt. i have not seen it yet,

but i'm sure i will like it! xoxo.

i know, this is so last week.

but i just saw it in youtube :D

haha. so yeah, those who were actually asking.

watch it. enjoyyy! :D

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click here.

yes you! CLICK here.

pretty pretty please :'(

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for some reasons, im blogging after 1am daily.

sleeping in the morning and waking up in the afternoon.

lol. just now, i was kinda perasan-ing to yuenhong.

he praised me and stuff, so i went with the flow.

haha. he's a silly nut i tell you.

*inside thingy*

we were talking about some.. stuff.

cm: wait till i graduate from hip hop class,

im not gonna be *** im gonna rule the world.but before that, i'm gonna lose some weight,

do some surgery (kidding) grow taller.

and hell yeah, im gonna be danggg awesomee!

yuenhong: baby, you want me to give you two tight slap

for you to stop dreaming is it?
(feeling kinda annoyed by my oh-so-glamourous-fake-dreamy-life.)

cm : nah, its a good to feel good once in a while.

*sighh*

yuenhong: yeah, i wanna earn big bucks and drive a gallardo

also. and money to play pool everyday.

OKAY! now. THAT is weird. helooo you! money to play pool everyday?

HAHAHHA. why do you guys think do DIFFERENTLY? haha.

atleast i wanna be famous right? and YOU wanna earn money

to play pool everyday. omg. you're so funny.

maybe thats how i fell for you! SILLY NUT i tell you!

hahahahhaa. and after that, we argued.

so NOW we're not in talking terms. well, cause its a minor argument.

nothing much. and oh btw. about ruling the world i was

just joking. never intended to. LOL.

-oh-so-bored.
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i need to lose weight. urgh.
i mean, lose a lil meat. my cheeeks! oh-god i hate em!
and legs! stupid athletic training made them so big,
and now it can't shrink! :(
i USED to have small legs.
i miss them so much!
and..

why on earth am i being so random suddenly?!
what the...
oh-my.
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oh oh oohh!
i still think, its stupid of me
to keep leaving the--> ' in every word which needs it.
get me?
oh-gawd. bare with me. im being so random,
i dont even know what am i talking about.
owh crap. DON'T!!!! I LEFT OUT THE--> ' AGAIN!
up there!
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oh shish!
chanmann! you need sleep.
soooo. ta ta yo!
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xoxo.
love, M.

this is mua.

she is her.

it is me.

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aih forget it.

was trying to annoy you readers out there,

but i changed my mind cause i don't know how to.

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some random thing im gonna say here is..

i realised i always dont use.. this --> '

like instead of saying don't, i say dont.

get it get it get it? like i leave out the '.

lol. bet you guys are going like.

"wth is wrong with her. its just a lil tick!"

aih forget it. HAHA! mind me peeps.

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anywayy! i went shopping with granny today.

for only 3 hours. she bought so many heals! LOL.

(btw, to those who never seen my granny before,

she's the young type okay)

anyway, she went to nose, and spent like.. AN HOUR finding for the right pair!

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me. her.

what about this?

nah, too high.

ta daa. this one?

nah! too flat.

okay okay. is this good enough?

NOPE. looks too petaling street.

kk. err, this one looks nice. :)

hellooo, lookie down here. i'm wearing this pair!
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note to self. leave her alone next time. :)

haha. sadly, i wasn't in the shopping mood today.

so yeah, didn't buy anything.

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ohyeah, and to those ckp bnyk girlfriends.

learn to appreciate your boyfriends.

i realised that being a boyfriend is so hard.

-not trying to say i was one before-

but, they don't get to spend time with their friends,

sometimes they don't express how they feeel but actually they really care about you.

and also, appreciate them no matter what cause they pay for everything :D

(not necesarily lah. but now you're starting to pay for everything)

to girls who tend to use the boy for money and stuff, just DON'T.

its plain wrong. don't take relationship for advantages.

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"dating is more than just holding hands. it's a time to get to know

one another on a deeper level"

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xoxo.

love, M.

tagged by the princess faithiee. :D

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i didnt even sleep at all :D haha. fever was killing me.

2. Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
depends.

3. Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
twice a month. :) proud to say.

4. Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy?
yuen hong. :) a bff, in many ways.

5. Do you want someone to be dead?
if satan was dead there wont be sin right?

6. Do you love to go to school?
as days passes, im hating it more and more,
but im just going there cause of friends.

7. Who was the last person who texted you?
its either jason, daniel or yuennie.
i think its yuennie. :D

8. Do you want any food to eat right now?
slices of watermellon and choc dipped strawberries would be nice ;) oh oh ohh! and some cherry tomatoes.
WAIT! tomatoes are consider fruits right? owh crap.

9. What are you doing right now?
facebook. &hating jason khoo. (lol. dont ask)

10. What are you thinking right now?
sleeping! gimme a break, its 4am.

11. List 15 lucky people whom you tag:

1. estherngjiaen.
2. xinlei.
3. phuacardin.
4. horsuexian.
5. annabelkok.
6. loongyuenhong.
7. yenyi.
8. germaineleongxiaoxuan.
9. tanusialetchu.
10. natalieeng.
11. teeeejuan.
12. angelleeweihui.
13. leongwengyee.
14. chewchachaa.
15. jasminechai.

12. Is no.10 is your close friend?
i can say so. iloveeeher.

13. Does no.3 know no.4?
nope. actually, if they knew each other. i think they won't stop talking! haha. you know how suexian is right?! haha. and cardin! hmm. should intro you two next time. :D

14. Is no.13 single?
i think so. err. yes she is.

15. Does no.6 love studying?
whoa. hmm, recently he has been studying. and im PROUDDD!

16. Is no.1 a genius?
HAHA. funny.

17. When was the last time you chatted with no.1?
err. ERR. ERRR? well, i went out with her!

18. Say no.5's characteristic.
omg. ANNIE! what the. err. funny, laughs non stop, very serious (2 secs in one day, that is.) smart, friendly, outgoing, talkative, creative (in some ways lah) have a great fashion sense, Blair! err. enough lah! too much, nanti muka kembang!

19. What will you do if no.14 and no.15 fight?
nahh, they don't know each other.

20. Do you like being friends with no.2 and no.12?
yeah! bff right?

21. Does no.7 have siblings?Yeapp.
let me guess. YES!? i dont know laa.

22. Does no.8 and no.9 love music?
yessss. you guys like music right?

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name question..1.

1. What is your name : Chan Mann.
2. A four Letter Word : Cool.
3. A boy's Name : Chris.
4. A girl's Name : Ciara.
5. An occupation : Cook.
6. A color : Coral blue, Crimson. (oh phew, i study my art!)
7. Something you'll wear : CLOTHES! errr, Coat? Cardigan. CHANEL? Crocs?
8. A food : CARLS JR? Candy, Cookies, Chocolate! Chips, Carbonara, Cake, Cupcakes!
9. A place : California/ Columbia.
10. A reason for being late : Car broke down, was attending a Ceremony.
11. Something you'd shout : CICAK! (to tanu.)
12. A movie title : Confessions of a Shopaholic. :)
13. Something you drink : Champagne, Cadillac Whiskey Sour(nooo i won't. omg, it sucks.)
14. A musical group : Coldplay.
15. An animal : Chimpazee (tanu), Cricket (annabel) -dont ask. i have my own reasons. :D
16. A street name : Cheras? lol. i know its not a street. -.-
17. A type of car : Cooper-Mini Cooper. C type- Jaguar? haha. lol, i dont know.
18. The title of a song : Crush.

i have nothing to do then to blog at 4 in the morning! mind me.

xoxo.

love, M.

the day with lil miss trouble.

helloo people.

i spent the whole day out,

with couz and family.

currently having bad flu, coughing, a terrible headache.

and i feel like vomitting :'(

couldnt sleep the whole night,

my head was spinning round and round.

and oh-gawd. i hate that feeeling!

not only that! i had an eye infection.

that totally sucked! was tearing the whole night,

not cause i was depressed,

cause the bloody sore eye was killing me!

this explained the shades, HAHA.

well, actually i was giving myself an excuse to camwhore :D

haha, you can get both of em' from evita peroni.

renee, and i.

:s

kissy!

he said he bought me something.

can't wait to see what it is. :D

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cheer up yanggg!

ily kays? and hope you'll stop stressing bout col yeah.

-urgh. makes me want to enrol myself in taylors even more-

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<3

xoxo.

love, M.

insanityyyyy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW CHA CHHAAAAA!

THE ONE AND ONLY SEXAYY DIVAA -CHACHA.

anywayy. :D

annabel claims this picture is..

oh-my-god-so-damn-funny.

which i think is just moderate.

nothing to laugh about. but yeahh.

according to annabel.

this dress is SO DAMN NICE.

yeahh, you can get it in zara for rm200.

oh oh ohh!

wheres wally? has the mini edition. :D

aint it cuteeee?

annabel lickkss. (sounds wrong?) :/

well, yeah. anyway.

today i went to fga for like. 5 mins?

annie and i planned to go mv.

but we kinda changed our minds,

due to the gossip girl obsession.

we decided to go to annie's house to watch gg.

before that, we had some salads, mashed potatoes,

cheezy wedges and stuff.

"planned to eat healthy"

took awhile to realise eating healthy,

was kinda bullshit and regretted

we didnt get a burger or something.

NEVERMIND. leaving that aside.

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finally, i was so excited to watch gg.

when suddenly! the disc was missing.

suspect : tanu or maybe some other person.

but err. it was kinda obvious it will be tanu right?

so yeah, we rang tanu up.

i screamed at her! LOL. and she thought i was sonia-.-

soooo, the gg planned obviously didnt work out.

so we watch Get Smart instead.

and annie was laughing her ass off.

(she laughs at everything, soyeah)

well, found an episode of gg. so i watched it.

one word. -awesome-

wanted to watch the hills too,

but changed our minds.

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so i had to waste 15mins of my time looking at annie pack her clothes.

i've never seen a jungle jakun before.

seriously! who brings ONE WHOLE PACK OF *** TO CAMP!?

and err. 3 BOTTLES OF CONTACT LENSE SOLUTION.

AND HER BAG! IT WAS MORE LIKE SHE'S

TRAVELLING THE WHOLE WORLD!

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leave that aside too.

:D

btw, those birthday buds out there.

have a marvelous bday yo!

have fun! :D and btw,

GERMAINE LEONG! i hate you!

you're 17! urgh!

nahh, ily. just abit jealous only :)

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xoxo.

love, M.

happy birthday to my awesome,
germaine leong xiao xuan.
happy birthday to the one and only,
desmond chin choen yong

happy birthday to,

pn magdeline rangkang.

happy birthday to my buddy,

jason lemuel kong.

andddd..
i.m back!

after one whole week of swimming,
walking on the beach.
doing some canon thingy. LOL!
and stuff. im finally back! :)

tyic. <3

before that, i went to mv with
natty, hans, yh, zf, esther, annie. :)

didnt really cam whore with them.
but there are tones with ..

her.

'oh-my-god-we're-so-cool' pose.

B for Bell and C for ChanMann.

gimme a break man, candid!

this also was ALMOST candid. :)

i was talking on the phone laa.

lil miss trouble.



xoxo.

love, M.